Wake up, greet, and fan the flames of hell

Swallow my weight and kill my original self

Dangling on a shelf a decoration in it’s shell

Even when the spell’s effects kick

I’m getting to kicked to the curb

In fact I think it’s dulling

My mind adapts and it learns the patterns of this culling

This fake smile wears thin like a spindle when it rolls

Inching towards a climax, no pay off when it folds

Sell me on this mini stone before I get stoned

From my ceiling by a ghost while I choke on smoke

Exhaling makes a noose and if that’s eternal truth

Then forever I’m recluse in a life with none to lose

Hope’s a pathologic liar and this medicine is proof

My psych recommends a new prescription to use


10 milligrams every day

When I take it nothing changes

10 milligrams every day

I can’t take it nothing changes

10 milligrams every day

My impatience’s getting dangerous

10 milligrams every day

Reality I can’t face it


Have you ever been a zombie with yourself on walkie-talkie

Tryna' copy all the normal little boys inside the lobby

They buy your false impression cuz they’re stupid or they’re sorry

In any case they have receipts to back out of your party

It’s all RNG in this lame RPG

Random encounters all flee or a boss I can’t beat

So instead of playing I overdose on my fee

Eating candy in the night like every day is Halloween

Popping pills so I don’t pop off my top in the street

Like a creep, I’m a creep with a cause I renew

Subscribed to static channels in a hospital room

Tuned in to tubes where the tune is all booze

With no clue for getting sober from the networking crew

Left hanging in the air with my platform as a stool

Deuce, deuce, tie to lose as it never get’s loose

My psych recommends a new addiction to abuse


10 milligrams every day

When I take it nothing changes

10 milligrams every day

I can’t take it nothing changes

10 milligrams every day

My impatience’s getting dangerous

10 milligrams every day

Reality I can’t face it