Old women Josie touched while living alone

Where have the saved been, why are they in her home

Somebody's gotta know if halos sever the stoned

When hoes have plowed the field and nudity won't atone

Excalibur's a virgin to shedding blood at the moment

It asks for heaven's aid but it answers as if it's frozen

Then I guess I'm just tainted

A failure with Nile's fragrance

Forget being baptized, when's the last time I bathed

I'm fed up and I'm anxious

What wrath have I angered

I'll a throw a temper tantrum right here midst deaf banter

Oh, I'm not worth the process

You pity who adopts it

...well I'll escort myself to myself, that's an option

A routine operation, since God is such a cock

Trapped in the cockpit of a stock crash test

Bested by a foster home of imaginary friends


Etch bar codes in my skin as I wait for the rapture

Quarantined as a damsel waiting for heaven's capture

I mean rescue, that's the role that was chosen by our masters

The bastard always deals me amputated hands to hold

Expecting me to fold, but what do they know

Besides everything about me I already show

An open book with invisible ink, illegible think pieces, and Lovecraft kinks

Raised by evangelicals that can not blink, that shall not flinch in front of their unwavering king

So ignorant, neither ask about the lies, no question marks or even sometimes why

Implying I ever cry so they fret with apparent gestures

A mechanized link to the frets in a puppet network

Constructing dominoes enchained by gospel tenure

A round table ensnared by El Shaddai Nephilim


My best friends are worth so much more

I don't have many but they've kept me here alive

That word really rhymes, cuz it rings through my core

I hope that ya'll are listening, no complex metaphors

No layers left to hide in, I love you enough to die

And no I'm not saying this cuz I'm really really high
Ya'll really are my sun in a sky that doesn't answer

When I cry all the time and convince me I don't matter


Burn alive

Burn a life

When to go

Wendigo