Welcome back Wednesday the Necromancer with nyctophobia

Perpetual midnight my ad nauseam

The audience only applause for your accomplishments

Goes without saying it's something so obvious

But I've been at my sloppiest digging my own grave

Since away I've wrote my name on every Shinigami's page

I've come to the conclusion I'm heartless or they're afraid

Maybe they're entertained by my pain as I slit my veins

Oh no, I'm about to pop, lock it, drop it

In other words pop pills and inject various toxins

Possum coughing in coffins while boiling in Satan's cauldron

Only other option is holding my breath, hoping for the best and possibly cheating death

I hear voices in my head and routinely chat with myself

I've been Doctor Whoever for what seems like a millennia

But where you at Xia?

Well I've been lost in a spiral and hoping it goes viral

I'm binging on skinning flesh and practicing to keep my eyes closed

My friend keeps texting me to calm down my nerves

Told her words from imaginary friends just hurt

So you and God had better walk the Earth and be tangible

Before I skin my arm and feed to endangered animals

Maybe that's myself and I should become a cannibal

A ghoul with no elegance, absent hologram pessimist

Son of Jehovah's nemesis, tentative when I sleep

Cuz my world view fatigue has grown nihilistic and weak

I'm convinced when I bleed I'm just doing the world a favor

Isolate this fragile soul in a bottomless crater

There's no savior for me I know who my maker is

Cursing cribs why I exist, I should grab the stork and beat it senseless

I should travel time and stuff my embryo with cyanide

Morticians get the last laugh cashing off our sad sacks

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